Category: Thoughts

  • Inspiration versus concentration

    Inspiration versus concentration

    I was trying to work out the other day why it’s so much easier for me just to write what comes to mind, whether that’s…

  • Not with a bang but a whimper

    Not with a bang but a whimper

    There’s some classic lines in one of TS Elliot’s poems, The Hollow Men: This is the way the world ends This is the way the…

  • It’s not the despair, it’s the hope

    It’s not the despair, it’s the hope

    There’s a comedy with John Cleese that has a great line in it. At a point in the story when the main character is almost…

  • Towels have so many uses

    Towels have so many uses

    I used to think towels were for drying. Or maybe, if it was big and multi-coloured then lying on and changing under on a beach.…

  • Flash, bang, wallop, what a picture!

    Flash, bang, wallop, what a picture!

    I have always enjoyed photography and still do, even in a wheelchair. My first camera, in 1972, was a Kodak Instamatic, it took cassette films…

  • Laugh and the world laughs with you

    Laugh and the world laughs with you

    “I have just had my third breakfast, so I should be OK till lunch at 1:30pm.” I was talking to a supervisor from our care…

  • The long goodbye

    The long goodbye

    (No it’s not about death, nor is it a fictional thriller) Carers are more than friends, but not quite family, they are professional and yet…

  • A walk in the dark

    A walk in the dark

    Have you ever been wheeled along with your eyes closed? Perhaps on a hospital trip, or have a childhood memory of this happening? Maybe you’re…

  • Mistakes, I’ve made a few

    Mistakes, I’ve made a few

    “I was wrong.” As Mary said this, I tried not to look surprised, but I was. It’s not something she says very often, annoyingly because…

  • Memory

    Memory

    (Not about health) When you spend a lot of time in bed, you get a lot of thinking time. My brain is not as sharp…

  • Consequences

    Consequences

    Didn’t there used to be a game called consequences? Not sure I ever played it, I’m not really into board games. Too much time playing…

  • I’m singing in the rain

    I’m singing in the rain

    “Oh no, I’ve given you another excuse to sing.” This said by one of my carers, after she inadvertently mentioned a song title in something…

  • Me and my big mouth

    Me and my big mouth

    I think you could say I am direct, blunt, in your face, a ‘say it as it is’ type of a guy. I tend to…

  • Strangers on a train

    Strangers on a train

    “I just wish I could be spontaneous.” This was said by another wheelchair user on the train to Dawlish on Thursday. He had decided to…

  • A fragrant offering

    A fragrant offering

    For Father’s Day, no don’t panic, it isn’t until 16th June. Mary is planning on buying me some aftershave. No, let’s be posh, eau de…

  • Science fiction or fact

    Science fiction or fact

    “Pass me the proton gun”. That’s what I felt like saying after I heard that one of my tablets is called a Proton Pump Inhibitor.…

  • Cutting through the red tape

    Cutting through the red tape

    (This is based on my experience, written as a personal guide, not an instruction manual.) I’ve realised that for many people, including me, becoming ill…

  • A writers’ life

    A writers’ life

    When I used to picture my future life as a writer. I was sitting on a sun-soaked veranda in the South of France, sipping an…

  • A moment at a time

    A moment at a time

    Diary extracts: September 9th 1993 Migraine, chest pain, sickness. 4 lots co-codamol, 4 lots Ibuprofen, 3x Metoclopromide and 1x Zomig 24th March 2010 Woke at…

  • Relativity and Time

    Relativity and Time

    They say time is relative, was that Einstein? I’m not talking about his theories though, but that feeling of time passing at different speeds depending…